悪夢
[Akumu]
By Bayou
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One shot
[KyouxMaou]
Maou POV
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One shot
[KyouxMaou]
Maou POV
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The nightmare came...
It's been a while since I had that bad dream...
Being in that cold abandoned storage by the pier, raped countlessly by many men, beaten into pulp, left alone for three days; severely hurt, starving, and dehydrating. Counting every second of my dear life for the death to come.
My eyes snapped open and I stared at the familiar ceiling of my apartment. I was perspiring because of the nightmare.
I sighed in relief when I felt the warmth of my lover's body next to me. I never had any soothing skinship this close ever since my mother died. I was afraid of others touch from the time when I was gang raped and tortured half to death, literally. Kyou was the only person on earth who could touch me and made me feel comfortable.
I writhed in bed and snuggled inside Kyou's embrace. I glanced up and looked at his rough feature; I touch his stubble and snickered. He always stubbornly kept his stubble no matter how much I nagged him to shave it.
I started to think, if only my life had been a fairytale, and a knight in shining armor would come to my rescue that day, then I wouldn't have been suffered like this for years.
I snuggled on Kyou's chest. My movement woke him up; he mumbled and opened his eyes.
"What's wrong, Maou-san? Can't sleep? Was I too rough?" he asked with hoarse voice, stroking my face while sleep was still in his eyes.
He was always this gentle, that's the reason I came to love him.
I smiled and shook my head, "No, not that," I said.
He grinned and held me close. "Thank god," he sighed in relief, "I thought I might overdo you and make you uncomfortable."
I kissed his stubble chin and bit it playfully, made him chuckled.
"You know how high my libido is," I jested, "The sex before was nothing compared what we had last week."
He laughed.
Indeed, last week we had the longest and the most intense sex we ever had. We did it all night long till morning and came countless time until we had dry orgasm and stopped soon after that.
It was all because we didn't have a chance to have sex for two whole weeks because of Kyou's final exam. He begged me to leave him alone so he could concentrate studying for his exam so he wouldn't fail. It was tough since we were so close at each other, yet, we couldn't touch one and another.
So when finally Kyou got home on the last day of his exam, he jumped at me as soon as he stepped his foot into the apartment and ravaged me whole night long.
"Kyou," I called him.
"Hmm?" he answered while kissing my hair, rubbing his face into it. He was like an over friendly big dog when he did that.
"Do you think if the incident never happened, would I be a completely different person? Perhaps I'd be a happier person?"
"Which incident?" he asked.
"You know, the thing that happened to me in the past..."
He pulled back from his embrace to look at me in puzzled expression, crossing his eyebrows. "Are you unhappy now, Maou-san?"
"No, it's not like that. I'm happy, but if the incident never happened, would I be happier than this?"
Kyou sighed, he scratched his nose and saying his opinion, "Well, if things were different in your past, Maou-san, we might not end as a couple. Or worse, perhaps we would never meet each other."
I frowned, "So you'd prefer that I was gang-raped?"
Kyou looked sad hearing it, "I-I'm sorry, Maou-san!" he apologized, "Not that I wanted that incident to happen, but I always think that everything has its cause and effect."
"How so?"
Kyou took a long pause before he answered. "Have you ever seen "The Butterfly Effect" acted by Ashton Kutcher, Maou-san?"
I shook my head. I rarely watched movies, so my knowledge in this area was very shallow.
"It was about this boy who could go back to the past and tried to fix everything to make his life perfect," he explained, "But each time he fixed something, he messed up other things instead, and it kept getting worse and worse each time he changed the past. Until he messed up pretty bad for the last time and made him couldn't go to the past and fix anything anymore. When he finally found a way to go back, he reset everything where he never befriended with his most beloved person from the first time, so he wouldn't ruin that person's life..."
I listened to his story quietly, starting to get where this story was heading.
"I was taken aback with the moral of the story. Even a small change in someone's past could cause a major different in his current life. So, I'm saying, if your past changed, you might not met me at all, we might live our own separate lives without knowing each other, and I don't want that to happen..."
He smiled wryly, attaching his forehead with mine and kissed the tip of my nose while at it.
He smiled wryly, attaching his forehead with mine and kissed the tip of my nose while at it.
"I love you so much that I don't want to lose you," he hugged me tightly when he said that.
He gazed at me lovingly and kissed me. I closed my eyes and kissed him back. My heart was fluttering and I felt very happy by his words.
"I never regret everything I've experienced in my whole life. Because I believe that everything I have in the past was making me the way I am today. And I love being who I am. I know I never had a terrible experience in my past like you, Maou-san. And the past can never be changed. All you have to do is leave the bad things behind, take it as a lesson, and move forward. So, you too, should start to love yourself. If you do, then you'll have no regrets in your life."
He was right. All this time I always hate myself. I wished everything would changed so my life would've been easier. But instead of regretting what I didn't and could never have, I should have tried to cherish everything that I have today. Having him by my side as an example...
"I love you for the way you are, Maou-san. I love everything about you. I hope you start to love yourself too. Don't belittle your self value. You're much worth than you think you are..."
A stab of pain struck my chest. My throat choked and my eyes started brimming with tears. I was so happy that I'd cry. I never thought that I was so lucky to be beloved by this man so much.
Kyou panicked seeing me crying, "I-I'm very sorry Maou-san! Did I say something wrong? Please don't cry. I'm the one at fault; I won't say anything like that, ever again."
I shook my head and smiled, though tears were streaming down my cheek. I kissed him and said, "I love you too, Kyou..."
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君と僕の関係
[Kimi to Boku no Kankei]
By Bayou
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Part 4
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WARNING : Hardcore sex scene! Read at your own risk!
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WARNING : Hardcore sex scene! Read at your own risk!
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Shogo slumped on the bed, face down, breathing hard with cum stained his hand and the sheet. His body jumped when he heard the door creacked open and a footstep closing by.
"You call?" Takashi suddenly open the door and came into the bedroom. "I bought dinner for the two of us—" he stopped at the enticing display on the bed.
His partner was butt-naked, masturbating alone, and came by calling his name. Now his eyes bewildered in surprised and shame.
"I see that you've been busy alone without me, Sho-chan," Takashi teased with an amused look on his face, standing by the door with both hands on his hips.
Shogo curled into a ball and hid his face on the bed, feeling totally embarrassed.
Takashi chuckled and put the plastic bag on the floor before approaching the bed, and sat on it. The bed creaked as Takashi's weight was pressing on it, he stretched his body over his lover's and whispered in his ear, "So, you're not having enough with that treat we had earlier in the office, aren't you?" he touched Shogo's butt and made him winched.
Takashi trailed his partner's body from bottom up, slipping his hand into his shirt, trailing up to find the small perky bud on his chest. And when he found it, he fondled it with his thumb and middle finger, and teased it with his index finger's nail. Kissing the back of his neck along the way.
"Hnnh..." Shogo moaned.
Takashi smiled and pulled Shogo's shoulder so he would reveal his face, reluctantly, he turned his head to face Takashi. His eyes were dreamy and full of lust, his face blushed, and his mouth parted as if it was inviting Takashi to give him a kiss. This amused Takashi more, since Shogo was always expressionless and he had quite a hard time to figure out what was really in his mind.
Takashi leaned forward and gave Shogo a deep kiss, which directly replied by the other man by slipping his tongue in.
This surprised Takashi, since Shogo was never this wanton before, but he didn't actually mind. He wrapped his arms around Shogo's back and moved on top of him. His fingers skillfully unbuttoned Shogo's shirt while the other party unzipped his jacket and pulled it down. Takashi let go of Shogo's shirt so he could slip his jacket out of his arms. They broke the kiss for a while, as Shogo pulled up Takashi's t-shirt over his head and Takashi lifted Shogo's body to pull off his shirt after. They both moved in a quick precise movement since they both knew exactly what to do and had been 'rehearsed' this scene over and over for almost 10 years.
Shogo unbuckled Takashi's belt and undid his pants, without bothered pulling it down, he took out the half-erect cock of his partner, leaning forward and took the shaft into his mouth.
Takashi grinned and brush his hand into Shogo's short hair, stroked it gently.
"My, my, aren't you enthusiastic today?" he said.
Shogo's breathing was hard and short, he glanced up to look at his partner without pulling the cock off his mouth. With his face flushed and dreamy eyes like that, Takashi thought Shogo looked very cute, despite of his build that was larger than him.
"Damn you with that sexy look of yours," Takashi cursed, he was getting larger inside Shogo's mouth.
"Hmmh...!"
Shogo felt the shaft was growing in his mouth and pulled out while coughing. The insatiable cock was filling his mouth and made him hard to breathe.
"You're getting bigger," he said, pouting.
"I know. You're the one who made it that way. Want me to put it in?" Takashi snickered.
Shogo paused for a moment before he nodded bashfully, made the other man wanted to fuck him good and hard in an instant, but he decided to tease him a little.
Takashi lay down on the bed, propping his body with both of his elbows.
"On the second thought, why don't you put it in yourself?" he said, with the most devilish smirk plastered on his face.
Shogo hesitated for a while but he was too horny to act all bashful, he moved on top of Takashi and positioned his hole over the tip of Takashi's cock. He wasn't stretched properly, but he didn't care. It hurt a little when he pushed down to swallow Takashi's cock inside him, but his body remembered his shape very well, and it didn't take too long for him to feel good when he started moving and rubbing Takashi's cock into his pleasurable spot.
"Oh god!" Takashi moaned in excitement, "What in the hell got in to you today? You're like a wild cat—not that I mind, though."
Shogo didn't answer and kept driving himself into pleasure, he moved his hip and swallowed Takashi's cock down to its hilt, squeezing his inner wall hard, milking his partner's nectar and made dirty squelching sounds from it.
"Shit!" Takashi cursed, "Don't squeeze any harder, or I'll cum."
Shogo gave his sly smile, a very seductive one. The rare smile he ever had and it only aroused Takashi more and more.
Takashi reached out to his partner, stroked his cheek before putting his fingers inside Shogo's mouth, opening it.
"Make more sound, Sho-chan," he said, "You've been holding it for a while now."
Shogo stubbornly shook his head.
Takashi laughed through his nose, "Very well, then I'll have to make you to," and he started to thrust in sync with Shogo's movement.
Surprised by this sudden action, Shogo couldn't restrain his voice any longer.
"Wai... Taka... Ah!"
"That's it, let me hear that sexy voice of yours," Takashi grinned.
He got up to sitting position and licked Shogo's nipple that was presented before his face. He nibbled, licked, bite, and sucked. And each time he did, a series of moan would slip out of Shogo's mouth.
"Taka... hnn... stop that... no... ah!"
"No I won't. You're making a good sound each time I tease you."
"You're being mean..." Shogo wrapped his arms around Takashi's neck and grip a handful of his hair and pulled it back.
"Ouch! Hey, don't pull my hair," Takashi protested.
"Serves you right," Shogo said. Yet, he leaned forward and gave Takashi a deep kiss.
His kiss slipped when Takashi started to ram him deep and hard, he clung on Takashi's shoulder as if his life was depend on it. Takashi rose and toppled Shogo over to the bed and topped him. He lifted both of Shogo's legs on his shoulder and entered deeper. Both of his hands were playing Shogo's nipples, pinching, flicking, and rubbing it. Shogo gasped and moaned and he had difficulties catching his breaths since the stimulation was too pleasurable to handle.
"That's it, moan harder for me. I can cum just by hearing your sweet voice only. Hnnh! I'm almost there..."
"Wait, Takashi! No... Agh! Hnngh!! Ah...!"
Takashi was close to come, his hip move faster and the thrusts were getting deeper and shorter. He leaned forward and bent Shogo almost in double and pumped hard. And finally, he pulled out almost all of his cock and gave one final hard ram and spasm as his thick hot liquid shot deep within Shogo's inside. While Shogo, who was too absorbed by the pleasure, came a split second later even without touching his penis.
In the peak of the heat and the intense sex, Shogo fainted under his partner's embrace.
[To be continued]
Labels: BL, hardcore, sex, strong language
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